Fooled but not a fool.

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or a few words of wisdom on how to protect your heart and mind, as an aftermath of betrayal. 


I feel like a fool, for everyone to see.

To raise a brow, 

comment on, 

spit on, grin.


I feel like a fool. That’s all I see.


Questioning my mind, 

my spirit,

my will. 


I feel like a fool, in the core of me. 



Was this all but a joke? Is it all of me?


Let yourself be fooled. That’s how life should be.

Do not let yourself feel like a fool, for it is how you will be. 

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